Perpetual Plenitude of Presence (PPoP)

Tank you Brother. The hisss sound now is strong and constant. His continuity is amazing. I can feel, in the inner space offered by his continuity, a faith concerning the fact that "i" do exists as a perpetual continuum. The neverending (& never starting) sound reminds me, in a very simple & straightforward way, that I AM eternally, and the void of time is suddenly (& unexpectedly) filled by what i may call a Perpetual Plenitude of Presence (PPoP).

"I" exists in that PPoP, i am that PPoP, and The Sound is the simple, objective reminder of that fact. It means that i can meditate continuously during the day, because i can hear The Sound continuously, and it requires no energy from me, only the choice of putting my attention wherever i decide, and such a choice requires no PushPull, only a transversal translation in the field of possibilities. The energy of continuity required to produce The Flow is not sourced in my personal attention. The Sound is his own source, providing by his own "will" the flow of continuity that i hear now in my head as a white noise highpass-cutted around 21,111 kHz. I am not responsible for the autofocused continuity of The Flow. Such a continuity (and/or autofocus) is already offered by The Sound. I just have to "tap into" - or not (my choice).

Dragonfly in the city! Big circular sun glasses, two pseudolatex yellow cones stucked into my ears, i create my own nomadic isolation tank anytime i want. There i can listen to The Sound with no difficulty and dive deep into the Plenitude of Hiss Continuouss Presence. Then i open the tank, de-damp my orifices & suddenly the reality explodes in marvelous extatic modalities, filled with everchanging clouds of colors & sounds. Xtopher tried the device, and it fits to him too (doh?) !!! So, soon, TWO dragonflies in the city !!!

Last news : a chaotic yet organised troop of 20.449 people, all wearing big circular sunglasses, have been seen marching towards the center of the city. No revendication expressed. They behave gently, marching in every direction possible BUT all in the same direction in a smooth & peacefull fashion, kissing the dogs and dancing lightly in front of smiling babies, all mumbling in several unpredefined pitches the same syllabe "mmm" with no rupture of continuity.

No will, no intention, no tension, no desire, no expectation, no time, no PushPull produced, just let The Flow PushPull me, what a release !!! If i am not responsible for the continuity of time, OUF, deep breathe, i can relax, nothing will crush if i crush (besides me). Time sustains time, no PushPull Production needed.

Then i relax further, and the distance from where i can consider The Sound as i can consider any object (objectively, then), the gap between me (the observer) and i (The Sound) decreases step by step. If "me" relaxes totally (hypothesis) then me & i merges in a snap. When i go there, The Hiss become transparent and my head is transformed in a translucid cristal bell, filled with an infinite network of self-sustained ultrasonic harmonies. There, The Sound become tactile.

I am afraid to go there & loose my self, but also, i never desired anything else than That.

So tanx again, dear brother, u relayed well the flow, u obeyed well to our Padre Tabacco, pushing u in my direction to answer the question i just adressed to him : how can i master the divine art of dreaming ? Then u put your ass two meters in front of mine and we started talking about The Sound. Padre Tabacco gave me there the sonic essence of his wisdom about riding The Flow. By following The Sound, my brain, my body, my soul syntonises their inner symphonies to The Flow of Life & Love we generally call : Reality. As The Sound penetrates everything, everything is always only one or two or three (or four) octaves away from The Hiss. So, filling the gap is also about recognizing in every external sound coming from Reality, a simpler, filtered aspect of The Hiss, all (real and/or virtual) sounds merging into his PPoP.

May we share the PPoP of The Hiss ?
(I like this one ;-).

Yours,
Criss.

Zebra Matrix

I like astrology for many reasons. One of them, maybe the most precious if i aim to merge with Unity, is the possibility to step out of my point of view, and discover, then integrate other points of view than mine.

The opposite movement is to judge one another by referring exclusively to a personal set of values (mine for instance). By judging i mean : quantify the doing of someone else by using a fixed set of values, not the set of values of that "someone else", but any kind of set that i decided was "right". As anybody in the system can do that simultaneously, the result is a scattering of the United Heart and/or the United Mind in a cloud of mutual ignorance and denial. The result of that mutuality of ignorance and denial is what i might call : the Black Matrix.

As everything is well balanced in the Tao, the White Matrix can be defined as the exact opposite of the Black Matrix, and her metabolism also. By metabolism here, i mean the way information is absorbed, transformed and emitted, then the result absorbed back, transformed, etc ... in a circular motion called life, consciousness, or any kind of information-centered feedback movement.

In the realm of multigenerational therapy, for instance, the Black Matrix can be viewed as the web of dislocated communication between people, the general tendancy of the system being a continuous decreasing of the level of information. For instance, the non-respect of the law forbidding incest can dis-organize the pyramidal pattern of the family tree, and create breaches, wounds, that will be transmitted from one generation to the other as the shadow of a karmic debt, the secret of an untold shame, the skeletton in the closet, all kinds of undisclosed truths, that will weave a web of lies, denials, taboos, voodoos & cookoos during an eternity of suffering that nobody can talk about (brrr).

In the case of the Black Matrix, the feedback decreases the level of information. Let say : i have a question, that i know is meaningful. Then i ask my father : did you rape me ? I ask for true. Then my father, because of denial, shame, or both, or else, answers with a lie : no i didnt. That lie is a lie. It mean my father knows that it is not true. Then i receive that lie, and it will create a struggle (probably) inside of me. The probability that this struggle will produce some instability in the bodymind of my son (for instance) is also not null. In that case, the wave of instability, doubt, hate, frustration, created by that lie will expand around it as circles of water around a dropped stone. What i call the Black Matrix is the interweaving of all these lies, denials, shames, taboos, cookoos in a 4D system of self-sustained suffering flow named : samsâra in the buddhist doctrine.

By opposition, at any given moment in the 4D Matrix, any being able of conscious choice has the possibility to overcome the magnetism of the Black Matrix and invite the presence of the White Matrix, just by telling/acting the truth. For instance, we can imagine the scenario where the answer of my father is : yes i raped you, and i feel shame, and i ask for your forgiveness. Can you imagine the wave of pure, transparent light, made of tender forgiveness and deep sense of release that such non-lie might produce ? By telling/acting the truth where normally, by habit, everybody lies/sins, we create a local improbability. It means that, by doing the opposite of a habit, we create information. The White Matrix is made of the subtil, joyful, clear, opened interweaving of truths that we can exchange with our fellow humans by means of smiling & hugging in the name of God (or Truth, or Beauty, or Joy, or anything you really like ...).

It is, strictly, a matter of choice. When i meet a fellow human (or a fellow anything), i have a simple choice to make, that will invite the Black or the White Matrix in that specific portion of the Revealed Universe. (1) i decide that i am more important than the Other, and this is an act of denial, because from that point, i give also myself the right to deny, judge, torture, rape, kill the Other (the list is open) ... (2) i decide that the web of our relationship is more important than i, and this is an act of healing, because from that point, i give also ourselves the right to remember Unity, and the 4D interweaving of our mutual desire to merge in God, by all means necessary, overcomes the self-imposed limits of our egos.

The ways of the divine Tao teaches us that somewhere in the space between the involutive Black Matrix and the evolutive White Matrix, we can find, at any give point in the 5D spacetime, a state of equilibrium, a place of absolute non-struggle. The Black Matrix is hugged as an object, and the White Matrix flows outwards from the place where i, subject, produce the hug. In any hug locally and universally, the meeting of the all-knowing subject/creator and the all-embracing object/creation cristallizes what we might call : an Experience. The Experience in itself is the wave of absolute-equilibrium in the 5D Zebra Matrix.

I like astrology for many reasons. One of them, maybe the most precious if i aim to merge with the 5D Zebra Matrix, is the possibility to step out of my point of view, and discover then integrate other points of view than mine. In fact, this is the case for any kind of Total Typologies. Total Typologies, in the matter of schematic 2D mapping (for instance), will verify that a complete 360° rotation has been performed. You can verify the validity of that criterium in a lot of traditional typologies, for instance, the 4 directions in the amerindian model, or the 64 states of transformations in the I-Ching. Both 4 & 64 represent the totality of a given phenomenal realm (we can call Reality or Self). Astrototem offers a 4*4 model that also respects the principles of the Tao.

So, if in my analysis of my birth map, it appears that i have a dominant in, let say, the Mind, it gives me a very interesting insight concerning the way i should consider the Other, in the case where i am interested by merging with him/her/it in Unity. If i know, for instance, that this fellow human i meet has his dominant in the Body, knowing that i am his/her opposite, it prevents me from falling in the mistake of considering that this Other is, somehow, less interesting/valuable than me. As he/she is my counterpart in the divine play of the Tao, the Astrototem gives me an invitation to dance with that Other, to draw by our dancing a 4D representation of our joyful merging into Unity. The play of Shakti/Shiva in the dance of Unity is also called Mahasukkha in the buddhist doctrine, wich means : absolute bliss.